
righto...
i was bored and thought i'd trawl through the contacts i have to see if i'd missed any who were Facebooking. believe it or not, i actually was wondering abt Angeline and Yongren...
but somehow the system spotted Greg.
there was even a tiny photo and my heart literally stopped for a second. Asystole is an uncomfortable thing.
so, what the hell should i do?
i suddenly realized that i'm prob never gonna stop feeling guilty abt not being more sensitive. maybe there'll never be enough apologies out there. maybe we'll never be cool.
i suppose i was most uncomfortable becoz i never EVER thought i'd encounter him again... in any capacity. but i'm curious too... in a nice way (not the way I'm curious abt Lukas - where I'm wondering where he is so I can run him over in my car, twice)
advice?
