Saturday, June 28, 2008

yikes


righto...


i was bored and thought i'd trawl through the contacts i have to see if i'd missed any who were Facebooking. believe it or not, i actually was wondering abt Angeline and Yongren...


but somehow the system spotted Greg.


there was even a tiny photo and my heart literally stopped for a second. Asystole is an uncomfortable thing.


so, what the hell should i do?


i suddenly realized that i'm prob never gonna stop feeling guilty abt not being more sensitive. maybe there'll never be enough apologies out there. maybe we'll never be cool.


i suppose i was most uncomfortable becoz i never EVER thought i'd encounter him again... in any capacity. but i'm curious too... in a nice way (not the way I'm curious abt Lukas - where I'm wondering where he is so I can run him over in my car, twice)


advice?

Tuesday, June 24, 2008


Huge HUGE props to CF who is gonna be one of the nicest specialists ever coz he was nice enough to take a chance on a resident medical officer who wanted in on cardiology.


I've finally won over the boss (sorta) and couldn't have ever done it without.